a great man once said that if it wasn't for bad luck i would not have any luck at all

winston fucking jinks me tonight. today he dropped off Illonka at the store and he decided to walk down to the hardware store with me. at the hardware store, he made that the comment that I need to make another set of my house keys and let him hold them just in case I lose them. well let me say that I once wrote a blog titled that this nigga is crazy and it was about him. well he is crazy and psychic because I am sitting in a bar at 11:45pm because I lost my keys and I have no way to get into my house. I guess I will just ride the train all night until my landlord wakes up tomorrow. you know I have hit rock bottom. at least if I had some who loved me in my life I could spend night at her house but since I can not buy self a date to save my life, I am stuck here alone at a bar in new york city which is one of the most populous cities in the world and I can not find anyone who remotely find me interesting. I guess I have the no one will ever love me gene. what makes it worse is that both of my grandfathers are over 80 years old which means that I will be alone for along time unless I take a stray one to the back of the noodle and get put out of my misery, I will be alone.

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